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I Feel Like I Just Woke Up

by Emmet Michael

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    On his brilliant debut EP "I feel like I just woke up" the young Edmontonian invites us in to experience the world with him. Ever reminding us all of our shared desires to love and be loved - just as we are. An ingenious mix of intimate and explosive, tender and wild, this EP will take it's listeners on a journey through the all too real feelings of love and loss. Accompanying the poetic lyrics are layered harmonies, striking guitar solos, melancholic strings and more. There's something in this album for everyone.

    A lyric booklet is included with the album, paired with artwork done by Emmet’s younger brother, Warren Suggitt. The artwork is a perfect expression of the story behind the songs.

    Raw vulnerability is what will always set Emmet apart. He bares his soul in a way that is sophisticated far beyond his youth. This is only the beginning for this talented songwriter.

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1.
I’ve got a problem with making it work I’ve got so many words, and I just wanna be heard But she’s gone, she’s gone She’s gone And I’m but an author of books made of her Each story’s the same, but the endings get worse I try to write about love, but love has written me off Yeah, I’m gone She’s here then she’s not Yeah, she does what she wants She comes and she goes Yeah, she’s overexposed And the limelight has swallowed her whole She likes to pretend like she hasn’t a soul But she rolls in like thunder, chilling my bones And the worst part of being is being alone The worst part of loving is letting go Yeah, the worst part of loving is letting go I don’t like to promise, so I promise I won’t There’s a story behind me that you don’t wanna know Love is kept best with eyes shut, mouths closed I don’t want it all, I just want to scrape by When she took my hand I kissed my heart good-bye Yeah, it’s gone, it’s gone, yeah My father’s an oyster and my mother’s a pearl He swallowed her up before she saw the world And she’s gone, she’s gone But he couldn’t keep her when she started to shine Now she’s another man’s treasure, the apple of his eye I wanna find love, keep love, hang old love to dry I wanna find love, keep love, leave old love behind
2.
I feel like I just woke up Took you for a dream that might swallow me up You can’t stomach the guilt the same way you can heartbreak And my hallelujah sits naked beside me God gave me hands to pick you up God gave me feet to walk you home in the dark Everything changes while I stay the same If God’s grace is shameless then why do I feel Oh if God’s grace is shameless then why do I feel So goddamned ashamed for the way that I feel I feel like I love you, does that make it true I’m just one more slip shy of going too soon And I wish that I could be the man in the moon ‘Cause the further I am, the better I can Watch over you I know I talk too much when I’m on that awful stuff Am I high or in love, which one’s harder to stop Is this real or a fantasy I’m making up I’m always too much or I’m never enough Said I’m always too much, or I’m never enough
3.
Try your luck A guilty man pleads innocent and she’s still got a grudge A penny in a wishing well won’t buy you real love Padlock heart Locksmith hands and ambience for wishing on the stars I think that we could teach each other who we really are I think I wanna let the walls fall I think I wanna swim the deep end I think I wanna let my heart race loud enough for you to hear it I think I wanna be your muse I think I wanna be your burden Forgive me for what I might do I never really mean to Spill your guts And I’ll clean up the mess you make and take you home to rust And I’ll sleep on the couch and dream about forbidden love Give her up You're just a frame, the painting’s hanging on my bedroom wall And I don't need new wounds, but I am always slow to draw
4.
The Ugly 04:38
Stale poetry grows like weeds in a garden I planted with seeds from the devil Won’t cease What a curse he’s put on me, emotional lobotomy It would bother me, but now I don’t feel anything What a martyr I am, with my face in the sand A white flag in my hand Oh I am what I am A coward on his knees, but I’m convinced that I am free I can stop, just wait and see Just have faith in me Just one more drink, a sedative so I can sleep I don’t get high, the high gets me And it comes violently Don’t ask me why I do this Why I put you through this Redundant inconsistency I believe I have a soul But it’s so far from my body And still she seems to love me The good, the bad, the ugly I clipped an angel’s wings so that she’d stay with me And still she looks at me like I’ve got everything I hear you crying baby don’t you love me And weren't you thinking of me The night you did the ugly The ugly, the ugly
5.
Snow 04:40
Carry me somewhere beyond myself What a pleasant sort of hell Not even time could tell where it ends Does it ever end What a selfish way to die My skin holds my bones too tight One more line and I’ll survive Let it snow Let it snow Let it snow I’ll get better over time, but for now Leave me cold Carry me, I never wanna come back down What a way to let this out A breath short of life itself Nothing to give a fuck about Let it snow Let it snow Let it snow I’ll get better over time, but for now Leave me cold Oh baby let me go Leave me cold I’ll get better over time, I’ll get better over time I’ll get better, I swear I’ll get better x2 In the midst of winter, I saw an angel in the lights Was it you Was it you

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On his brilliant debut EP "I feel like I just woke up" Emmet invites us in to experience the world with him. Ever reminding us all of our shared desires to love and be loved - just as we are. An ingenious mix of intimate and explosive, tender and wild, this EP will take it's listeners on a journey through the all too real feelings of love and loss. Accompanying the poetic lyrics are layered harmonies, striking guitar solos, melancholic strings and more. There's something in this album for everyone.

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released September 26, 2019

Songwriter, Vocals, Acoustic Guitar: Emmet Michael
Production and Bass Guitar: Harry Gregg (Riverdale Recorders)
Back Up Vocals: Maddie Storvold
Piano and Keys: Brennan Cameron
Drums: Brendan Lyons
Electric Guitar: Kyle Mosiuk
Cello: Christine Hanson

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Emmet Michael Edmonton, Alberta

Introspective and enthralling, with equal parts grit and grace, Emmet Michael is a musician who was built on his trials. Turning to music in his darkest times, he found solace in his ability to share his heart with others through his lyrics. Drawing on his experience of transitioning from female to male, living with mental illness, and battling addiction, his songs express an intimate story. ... more

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